These are the top 3 literary writers whose books I kept as faithful
companions through my teenage years into young adulthood. I used to
pretend that I am into literature. I love beautifully constructed
sentences, not just what it conveys, but also the sounds and aesthetics
of word arrangements. The truth is, regardless the respect I have for
certain writers, I have rarely managed to sit through an entire book of
fiction.
I digress. Anyway, what I used to be obsessed with when I was
younger, were writers’ diaries or at the very least,
semi-autobiographies.
#1 René Crevel
Whenever I think of the ultimate literature ever written, it would be the under-rated French writer- René Crevel’s “My Body And I”. It is a short semi-autobiography
book narrating his disconnection with the world and his own body. It is
a deliberately unstructured surrealist novel written with a burst of
intense poetic energy. Not only is it written in concise perfection, I
relate to it so much that at times I completely forgot that I did not
write this book. There was a point in my life where I comprehended
writing a book, but after reading this it seems unnecessary since he has
already written what I always wanted to write, just a million times
better than I ever can (plus I also lack a beautiful tragic setting such
as Paris to base my story on). I loved this book so much that I got
myself a French version hoping that I can read it one day in his
original words.
#2 Sylvia Plath
“The Unabridged Journals Of Sylvia Plath”
was literally glued to me during my adolescence years. I have a whole
drawer filled to the brim with my diaries which I wrote faithfully
everyday. After i got more internet savvy, I wrote on many secret blogs
instead, many which I don’t even recall anymore. I used to think that it
is such an romantic notion to have your diaries read long after one has
passed on. However, now that I am older and wiser, I realized a lot of
my entries are written so sloppily that I pray nobody is ever going to
read them (if you have not realized yet, I am a hardcore perfectionist).
#3 Fyodor Dostoevsky
Sometimes I have trouble choosing (hypothetically) between a
beautiful tragedy (which is very French), or a gritty but intense
suffering (which is very Eastern European- at least this is how I always
imagined it to be). “Notes From Underground”
is narrated by a nihilistic man who happens to loathe himself and the
world. It is extremely powerful and raw in its execution. He portrays
himself as the villain but yet is a victim of his own spite. I cannot
help but imagine that it is not entirely fictional.
This is a much longer rant than I expected to be. Keep posted, I will touch on the 3 top movies that impacted my life soon.
I have been freshening my acquaintanceship with Rene' Crevel and found your post. I read poetry with unalloyed zeal and Dosty was a major playah in my epic-ly overlong adolescence.
ReplyDeleteIt was a delight to encounter such a clear account of your experience with Fyodor, Sylvia and Rene'.